halo indonesia ! :D

udah lama ga ngpost blog . aku jadi kangen -,-

hm , oya , happy idul adha deh :D

hm ~ stelah nglewatin bbrpa rintangan yg trjadi d antra aku , dia dan dia , akir nya 3 bulaan bisa kucapai ! wahaa ~ senangnya aku kalo kaya gini .

walopun bnyk tmen2 , shbt2 ku yaang g ngrstuin , tp bukti ny ak bisa nunjukin kalo aku sm dia tuh emg SALING MENYAYANGI ! wahaha kalaah telaak tuh temen temen ku , memvis aja deh kalian weeeek :P

cinta ku kedia gabakal berubah , dan juga gabakal ada yang bisa terganti oleh nya :)
sebenernya hanya ALLAH SWT yang tau seberapa besar cinta ku padanya ..
walopun aku cumaa bisaa bilaaang aku beneer beneer sayaang sama dia , bukaan nya berati aku ga bisaa buktiin , bisaa aku buktikan tapi dalam jangka waktu yang ga sebentar , sperti ini , 3 BULAN ! tahaan aku jalanin hubungan yang kemaren kemaren berkelok kelok itu wahaha itu bukti nya kalo aku sayang sama dia ! :D

wish in this our 3rd month , we always together forever :)
lov 26o8o9

my fucking brithday ..

beeeeeeh ~ gue ga nyangka . taun ini taun sial ! taun ini yang bikin gue benci banget sama bulan kelahiran gue ndri . knp yaaah ? ckck .

banyak masalah yang datang dri awal bulan ini smpe smnggu sblm gue ultah . apacoba arti dari semua ini ? tuhaaan ! jangan lah engkau berikan aku cobaan . cabut langsung nyawa gue napa ? jadi toh gda mslh lg kn ?

gue capeeek ~ sepanjang oktober november di lalui dgn tetesan air mata yang mnrt gue ga brguna bgt buat d kluarin . buat ap coba ? gue BODOH bgt . -,-

apa gue harus sabar aja kali yaah -,- yaa ! gue musti sbr . toh mnrt gue ngluarin air mata itu asyik ny bukan main ! hha . tapi nngis bukan krna KESAKITAN yag kita rasa ~ tp sebuah KESADARAN yang harus kita ubah jikaa begin begin begini gitu loh crita ny . hha !

i hope , in fucking brithday , i found my sadly experience ..

ak ngrsa kamuu berubaaah ~ ;(

aku ngerasa kamu berubah sejak kejadian kemaren itu . aku pengen tetep dicintai selamanya tapi aku takut kamu gabisa .

aku ngerasa kamu suka sama dia . aku juga ngrsa dia suka sama kamu . aku juga ga bisa ngelarang kamu buat sayang sama dia . dan aku juga tak punya hak buat jauhi kamu dengan nya .

tapi apa harus aku aja yang ngertiin prasaan kamu dan dia ? kamu juga harus ngerti prasaan ku gmna . betapa sakit nya semua yang aku punya sudah kamu miliki tapi kamu buang begitu saja .

kamu ga tau seberapa besar pengorbananku ke kamu . seberapa cinta ku ke kamu . seberapa sayangku ke kamu. itu semua kamu gatau !

jujur kamu sekarang berubah ~ aku ingin kamu pilih diantara aku dan dia .

jika kamu pilih dia ~ aku ingin jangan pernah kau hubungi aku lagi . anggap kita tak pernah bertemu , kenal sekalipun .

jika kamu pilih aku ~ aku ingin kamu jangan pernah dekat dengan nya lagi .

meski sakit ~ aku terima jika kamu memilih nya .

aku rela setiap hari aku rapuh , setiap hari aku musnah , setiap hari aku terus mengeluarkan air mata .

tak ku sangka ~ separuh jiwaku pergi begitu saja .

2 bulaan !

lalala ~ sudaaah dua bulaan kita jalanin hubungan ini . akankah kau tau aku akan mencintai mu selamanya ?

2 bulan .. jika dipikir baik baik itu adalah waktu yang sebentar , tapi seiring waktu yang yang berjalan , bumi yang berputar dengan poros nya selama 24 jam , aku rasa itu lama . aku ingin semua nya berjalan dengan lurus , tak ada halangan apapun .

tapi apa daya ? aku rasa kejadian kemaren itu adalah sebuah ujian bagiku . ujian seberapa sayang nya aku ke kamu . dan bukti nya ? aku bisa melewati nya . aku bisa buktiin ke kamu bahwa kamulah yang hanya ku cintai . bahwa kamu yang ku sayangi .

jika aku mengalami ujian lagi ? aku siap menantang nya . hanya demi cintaku sayangku ke kamu aku yakin aku bisa melewati nya . aku yakin akan itu . jika kamu tak sayang lagi pada ku ? aku hanya bisa bilaang "this is imposible !" aku akan buaat kamu sayang lagi sama aku . ingat itu ! dengan cara apapun aku pasti bisa dapetin kamu lagi cause i love you heeey !

aku sayang kamu ! berbagai cara aku lakukan agar kita tetap bersama !

aku ingin kita tetap bertahan sayaaaang . ;(

ternyata ad oraaaang ketigaa .. -,-

oraaaang ketiga itu yang telah membuatmu begini ..

akankah kitaa akan bersama lagi ? aku harap ya !

aku tak bisa menerima semua kepahitan yang kau lakukan untuk ku . mungkin ak tersenyum , tetapi itu cuma topeng ku .

aku tak bisa menyangka engkau akhir nya begini .

akankah aku bisa memilikimu selamanya ? aku harap ya !

semuaa berawal dari suatu dunia maya yang tidak diketahui siapa pelaku nya . lalu beranjak ke dunia telekomunikasi yang pertama kali diciptakan oleh Alexander Graham Bell . lalu sesampai akhir nya kau berkencan dengan nya .

salah kah aku cemburu ? aku rasa tidak ! itu hak ku ! karna aku milikmu ..

apakah aku salah jika mencintai mu lebih dari diriku sendiri ?

salahkah aku jika aku sering memberi mu larangan ?

salahkah aku jika .............................................................

AAAAAAAAAHHHHH ~ aku tidak bisa menerima kenyataan ini !

aku sayang sama kamu dan kamu harus hargai itu !

aku relaa . aku relaa semuaa yang aku punya menjadi milik mu ,

tapi ingat ! aku tidak terima jika kamu bersama nya !

walaupun lewat maya ! telekomunikasi ! dan juga kontak langsung !

inget itu ! itu ancaman buat laki laki seperti kamu !

kamu haru pikirkan itu baik baik !

beage-sendiri lagi

Akhirnya ku sendiri lagi

Setelah lewati hariku dengannya
Akhirnya ku termenung lagi
Cinta berlalu begitu saja

Tak pernah ku dapat yang setia
Apa karena ku tidak sempurna
Selalu saja aku yang salah
Dan akhirnya aku yang menderita

Reff:
Lagi dan akhirnya ku sendiri lagi
Karena kekasihku yang pergi
Meninggalkan sejuta kerinduan
Yang masih terpendam

Perih yang membuat hatiku sakit lagi
Karena pergi dan tak kembali
Meninggalkan sejuta kerinduan
Yang masih terpendam

Sedih kisah cintaku ini
Rapuh hatiku saat ini
Sedih jalan cintaku ini
Dan akhirnya yang terjadi kini

Back to Reff:

Kerinduan yang masih terpendam

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Sherina – Cinta Pertama Dan Terakhir

sebelumnya tak ada yang mampu

mengajakku untuk bertahan
di kala sedih

sebelumnya ku ikat hatiku
hanya untuk aku seorang
sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

reff:
kau buat aku bertanya
kau buat aku mencari
tentang rasa ini
aku tak mengerti
akankah sama jadinya
bila bukan kamu
lalu senyummu menyadarkanku
kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku

sebelumnya tak mudah bagiku
tertawa sendiri di kehidupan
yang kelam ini

sebelumnya rasanya tak perlu
membagi kisahku saat ada yang mengerti
sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

repeat reff

bila suatu saat kau harus pergi
jangan paksa aku tuk cari yang lebih baik
karena senyummu menyadarkanku
kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhirku

repeat reff

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Vierra – Perih

Dirimu…

tak pernah menyadari
semua…
yang telah kau miliki
kau buang aku, tinggalkan diriku
kau… hancurkan aku seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

salahkah…
aku terlalu cinta
berharap..
semua kan kembali
kau buang aku,tinggalkan diriku
kau.. hancurkan aku
seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih…

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…
walau perih….walau perih…

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ak engga nyangkaa km kya gini .. :'(

hey you ! bisa bisa ny yah km kya gni ? engga nyangka bgt ak eehhh ~

jjur nysel ak . :(

tp knp ak syg sm km ? ak engga mw khlngn km ..

masih inget kn mimpi2 ku ? km tw kn mimpi2 ku it ap ? km jnji kn mau wujuudtin samaa samaa ?

but why this tragedy is happened ?!

i try to don't you doing this but you ! you don't hear me !

i want to cry about anything what happened in last morning .

i want to forget ! but i can't ! i can't forget about all anything what you doing this to me .

i honest , i disappointed to you ..

but i still loving you .. i don't wanna lost you !

ak masih g bisa nerima atas perbuatan mu tadi pagi ! ak maraaaah ! tp ak g bsa ..

feels so angry but i can't because you know what ? I LOVE YOU hey !

kamuu udaaah miliki ap yg akuu punyaa so please , don't leave me .. :'(

Tonight

[Bryan:]
Lately I'm so tired
If I took it all I'll warn you
I never meant to
If I left you outside
If you ever felt like I'd ignore you
No my life is all you

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

[Shane:]
I don't wanna act like
I know that you'd be mine forever
Though I hope it's forever
Don't want you to feel like
I take you for granted
Whenever we are together

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

[All:]
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

[Shane:]
Oh yeah
So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in my arms of my love

[All:]
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
Baby

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

Swear It Again

I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only thing that I have ever known
Girl, they're lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are something's in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again

The more I know of you, is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know
That I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again

Soledad

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll relise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you tols me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Seasons In The Sun

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We´ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we´ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc´s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it´s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and i´ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how i got along

Goodbye papa it´s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them i´ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that i was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye michelle it´s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone
( 3X )

Queen Of My Heart

So here we stand, In our secret place
With a sound of the crowd
So far away
And you take my hand, And it feels like home
We both understand, It's where we belong

So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight, To carry us through
The lonely times

I'll always look back, As I walk away
This memory Will last,.. for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way Back, to your arms again
But until that day,You know you are
The queen of my heart

Queen of my heart

So let's take tonight, And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss, Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring, I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

But no matter how far
(Matter how far)
Or where you may be
(Where you may be)
I just close my eyes
(I just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet

Oh yeah
You're the
Queen of my heart
(Of my heart)
No matter
How many years it takes
(Queen of my heart)
I'll give it all to you
Oh yeah
(Queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart

Bop Bop Baby

My mama said nothing would break me or lead me astray
Who would have guessed I'd let my mind drift so far away
You always said I was a dreamer now it's dead
I'm dreaming of things that's making my mind go crazy
Small things like

When I call you at home and he answers the phone
Or I get your machine and I don't hear me
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night

Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure

On a love train
20 odd years now
I got off today
But nobody said the stop that I've taken
Was a stop too late
Now I'm alone I'm thinking of stupid
Hurtful small things like

When I call you at home and he answers the phone
Or I get your machine and I don't hear me
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night

Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure

Maybe it's time to say goodbye
Maybe it's time to let this lie
This is when we must set things right
Now that we've gone our separate ways
I just can't live these desperate days
This is what I've been trying to say

Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure

Up Town Girl

SHANE:
Uptown girl
She’s been living in her uptown world
I bet she never had a backstreet guy
I bet her mama never told her why

I’m gonna try for an uptown girl
She’s been living in her white bread world
As long as anyone with hot blood can
And now she’s looking for a downtown man
That’s what I am

BRYAN:
And when she knows what
She wants from her time
And when she wakes up
And makes up her mind

NICKY:
She’ll see I’m not so tough
Just because
I’m in love with an uptown girl

MARK:
You know I’ve seen her in her uptown world
She’s getting tired of her high class toys
And all her presents from her uptown boys
She’s got a choice

ALL:
Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh
Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh

SHANE:
Uptown girl
You know I can’t afford to buy her pearls
But maybe someday when my ship comes in
She’ll understand what kind of guy I’ve been
And then I’ll win

BRYAN:
And when she’s walking
She’s looking so fine
And when she’s talking
She’ll say that she’s mine

KIAN:
She’ll see I’m not so tough
Just because
I’m in love
With an uptown girl

SHANE:
She’s been living in her white bread world
As long as anyone with hot blood can
And now she’s looking for a downtown man
That’s what I am

Uptown girl
She’s my uptown girl
don’t You know I’m in love
With an uptown girl
My uptown girl
don’t You know I’m in love
With an uptown girl
She’s my uptown girl
(repeat to fade)

When You Tell Me that You Love Me

Shane:
I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

Diana:
I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what’s beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

All:
And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

Mark:
I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does

Diana:
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything’s easy now
I have you here

All:
And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

Mark:
Ooooooh

Diana:
In a world without you
(Mark: world without you)
I would always hunger
(Mark: I will always hunger)
All I need is your love

Mark & Diana:
…to make me stronger

All:
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
(Mark: Matter where you are)
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me
When you tell me that you love me

Mark:
You love me

All:
When you tell me that you love me

Unbreakable

You took my hand
Touched my heart
Held me close
You were always there
By my side
Night and day
Through it all
Baby come what way

Swept away on a wave of emotion
Oh we’re caught in the eye of the storm
And whenever you smile I can hardly believe that you’re
mine
Believe that you’re mine

This love is unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can’t deny
Each time I look in your eyes, oh baby
I know why
This love is unbreakable

Shared the laughter
Shared the tears
We both know
We’ll go on from here
‘Cause together
We are strong
In my arms
That’s where you belong

I’ve been touched by the hands of an angel
I’ve been blessed by the power of love
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you’re mine

This love is unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can’t deny
Each time you whisper my name, oh baby
I know why

This love is unbreakable
Through fire and flame
When all this is over
Our love still remains

Each time I look in your eyes, oh baby
I know why
This love is unbreakable

Mandy

I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me oh Mandy

[Chorus:]
Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I’m standing on the edge of time
I Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are on my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy

[Chorus]

Yesterday’s a dream I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling, oh Mandy

[Chorus]

You came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
You kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today
Oh Mandy…

Fool Again

Baby, I know the story
I’ve seen the picture
It’s written all over your face
Tell me what’s the secret
That you’ve been hiding
And who’s gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway…
I guess it’s over

Chorus:
Can’t believe that I’m the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me
Can’t believe that I’m the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know?
You never told me

Baby, you should’ve called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care
I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, (anyway)
I guess it’s over

(Chorus)

Never told me
About the pain and the tears
If I could I would
Turn back the time

I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, (anyway)
I guess it’s over

(Chorus)

You Light Up My Life

So many nights, I’d sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me her song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you’ve come along.

And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.

Rollin’ at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I’m turning for home
Finally a chance to say, “Hey, I Love You”
Never again to be all alone.

And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.

You, you light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song
It can’t be wrong, when it feels so right

Cause you, you light up my life

yaolohh ~

yaolohh ~ kpn ak bisa jalanin hduup ini ?

8-10 taun lg ? apakan akuu tahan menjalani ny ?

sedangkan , aku pingin meraih cita2ku juga sbg astronot .

tp dmi dia , relaa cita cita ku ku pendam seumuur iduup .

tp apakah aku bisa menjalani hiduup dgn ny slma 10 tahuun lebih ?

akuu ingin dy selaluu berada disamping ku ! ituu impian ku !

ihhh ~ [ ekspresi jijay ! ]

engga ngrti banget deh gue . masa lo ngotot gitu ? ckck . kalo mau g prcya silahkan . gda jg yg mw pdli sm lo . trsrh lo mau ngatain gue ap . tp kn itu bkn knytaan ny . bodoh lo emg . emg lo ngrsa gitu ? ko smpe mrh sgtu ny . ckck . kalo gue mah g mrh . emg itu bukan knytaan ny ko . hahahah ! lo ngrsa ? hho . brati lo emg ITU . gue kasih tau ya mba . jgn jd sok berkuasa deh dsna . dsna it skolah . bkn tmpt buat kelai ! bukan tmpt org pcrn ! semua tuh sm . kita MURID ! lo bukan ratu kn d skolah . kalo lo ratu ny spnda , palingan pasri juga gamau nganggep lo ko . itukan cuma sbg hiburan doang . ckck . gue kasian sm lo . SUMPAH !

tadi siaaaaang HAHA ~

oia ! tadi siang kan aku ke kps kan . hhe . aku tuh udah tutup pke jemper nya maya kan . truus kn aku liat gilaaang . nah ! klo d liat2 dy liaat aku kan . ckck ! mata ny jeli btuul ! bisa nya tunah tau itu aku . HAHA ~

trus nih . kan tdi ada echie , yetty , janet , sm endah .. trus sm yg 1 ny lagi aku gtw . bih ! masa kibum d blg BOSOK sama yg nma ny yetty it . ckck ! jjur sya mrh skli . scra sya ELF gtu ya . mrka gtw kalo aku nih ELF sejati . ih ! kalo tau aj . nda brni pang mrka jlk2n kibum d dpn ku . huh ! kibum oppa : sbr yaa oppa .. :( trus kalo g ska suju , knp tdi ad yg nyanyiin lagu ny sorry2 . salah lg nyanyi ny . cekah ! yg bner tu mba gni .. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY NAEGA NAEGA NAEGA MUNJUH NEAGE NEAGE NEAGE NEAGE BAJUH BAJUH BAJUH PARTY BABY ..

trus nih .. hhe . si gilaang ad ngasih boneka pandaaaaaa lucuuuu lagi . huaaa . ku peluk2 terus tau . huehuehue . nah ! dy kn cm sbntr aj tuh nemenin ak . krna dia tutor jga kn . jdi salam trakir ny ituu ........... huehuehue ..

makasia sayaaaaang love u .. :* :D

KAROKEAN !

wiw2 ! bernostalgia bareng mayaa vinaa d LCC ! hha . loncat2 jungkir balik triaak2 ktwa ktwi keya org gilaaa itu sdh . hha ! nglepas stres yg ad . slma ini ak stres eh gra2 d tnggl si PANJI GILANG RAMADHAN ituu ! hha ! stres gilaaaak dah ! hha . merana ak kmrn2 . hha !

td ak nynyi lgu buanyaaaaak buaangeeeet ! hha . yg bneer2 lirih ituu lgu BERSAMA BINTANG - DRIVE . beh smph ! mw nngis gilaaaaaaak ! hhu . huaa jd ingt si ...... HAHA LUCKY PERDANA . hha . mantep dah ! hhu . tp jg ak nynyi dri lubuk hti ku yg plg dlm krna ak sngkng kgn ny sm si PANJI GILANG RAMADHAN . hhu . smpe kta ny vinaa mayaa suaraa ku bguuus gilaaaak ! hha . mksia buaat paraa darlo2 ku . xp

besook lg ahh ~ hha !

td dskolaaaah ..

beh ! nybln bgt ank2 pda blg ak ank bru yg pling prh it AJIZ ! mpe megang tgn ku lma bgt . setan alas mmng it org ah . nybln . dkrjain ny k td mlm . huu .. dsr org ALAY ! trus gru2 ny jg pda nybln hri ini . mati bgt dah td hmpr aj ktwn buyuni . dsta mmng hpe ku klo ktwa . -,- . untng ny nda tw ibuu ny mti aj klo tw . hha ! td bukris cm dtnyaa2in not2 gje . hha . so boring ! nda ad bljr ak td . hha . asik dah smpt nyntai d pljrn pksmn . untng dy g msuk td . hha . psti sbuk halal bihalal . hha . yes3x ! :D . nda niaat mmng ak ini . hha . ksian btul . yaoloh , kta ny ak mw niaat dmi msa dpn ? gmna sih nopa ini . ddul ! hha .

yaah , bsok msh skolah .. gpp sdh .. hha . gni2 jg dmi msa dpn mu . yaa gak nop ? :D

hri prtma sklh yg mmbsnkn ..

mls bgt . prtma kli bgn , tak ad rasa smngt ! ngntuk gilaaaaak ! trus mndi cumaa kca2an . hha . trus pas mw dn2 mti lmpu . huah ! gbsa kca2an ak pdhl sblm ny abngku ad blg ak skrg tmbh pth ! hha . mksi bang . xp . trus dksi sangu pas prgi lmyn lah srts rebong . xp . eh nympe sklh ? dcrmh abs2n sm kpla sklh mls gilaaaak ! x(] . mlh plng ny jm 12an lg . bah ! mls btuuul ! skrg yg ad d pkrn ku cm DIA ! hhu . lma btul dy plg . hhu . kgn gilaaaak ! hhu . pngn sunrise sm dy lg . x( .

miss u beybo . x(

tauu g yaaaang ?

ak syg bgt sm km !
gmw khlngn km !
cm mw km !
bkn org lain ! :D

lagi gilaaak nah ak yaang .. d tnggl sm km stres ak yaaang . x(

hha . mmpi yg bkn ak kblt nkh ! hha .

kn gni critaa ny , ak kn sm dy udh nkh , udh pnya ank , trus suatu hri kta mudik , mudik ny it k bnjr , kta naik mbil sedan . trus kn pas ak mw tdur krna kcpean , dy elus2 ppi ku sm rmbt ku kn smpe ak ttdr , nah ank ku jg lg tdr d plkkn ku . nah ! pas d tngh prjlnn , dy kn mw solat , trus dy stop d dkt msjd gtu , trus dy bgnin ak , dy elus2 ppi ku trus dy cium kning ku , ak tbgn kn , trus dy blg "ak mw solat dlu , km jgain bntr ya ." trus ku blg "iya" . nah it tuh SO SWEET bgt .. hha . :') [ trharu ! ]

trus kn , pas dprjlnn ak lg tdr , tba2 ank ku bgn trus nngis kn , trus dy elus2 ak sm ank ku . hha . ak tbgn , trus ak ksi ank ku ASI ! hha . pdhl tmpng ku dstu muka2 org bgn tdr , lengalengo gt nah ! hha . tp dy ckp bgt dstu . yaiyalah , scra cwo ku gtu . hha . waahh .. mdh2n mnjdi knytaan .. AMIN ! xp

wew ! pegunungan d daerah trpncil d bnjrmsn ..

ad tmpt pmndian air belerang dstu . pas ak bru aj nyelupin kaki dstu , bihh , pns gilaak ! trus it kta ny buaat kemo terapi bsa . dn kta ppah ku bsa ilaangin JERAWAT ku . HAHA . ppah nybelin bgt deh . ngolok2 ak jrawatan . huh ! gni2 ak cntk tau ! bnyk yg ska lg . hha . msa kta ppah ku ak dblg km g malu kh d liat bnyk cwo . dlm hti ku brkta , woo ! org ak udh pnya cwo ko . g mngkn d lirik org lain lg . hha . cpek deh ! tp asik gilaak ! ak , raka , rama , adeku kta becandaan . asik bgt dah ! hha .

td mlm .. :D

ak dn dy brmmpi yg sm . dn kta mw mwjdkn impian2 kta it . tp it msh lma ! ak dn dy brsikrs buaat bljr ! krna kta udh mw ujiaan . gpp lah kta jrng brtmu dmi msa dpn kta . ayook ! novaa psti bsa ! inii smuaa dmi impian km dn pcr mu . ak ykin dy adlh pcr trakir ku . :)

LOVE U somuch ! gmw khlngn km syg ..

pengen yg trbaik untk ny .. :)

ak udh tw ap yg dy ska . skrg saat ny ak untk mmprsiapkn smuaa ny dn mnnggu smpe hari ny . LOVE U somuch .. :*

KANGEN !

kgn ny ak eeh .. stelaah lma ak mudik .. ak mmkrkn ssorng .. ak kgn sm suara ny jka dy g tlp , ak kgn sm org ny krna trakir kta ktmu dy mmluuk ku . hhu . I LOVE U somuch ..

sahaabaat kh ituu nma ny??!

ap ?! sahaabaat kaah ituu namaa ny ?! busuuk kaliaan semuaa ituu ! malaas ak smaa kaliaan semuaa ! bwaan ny bkin ak cmbru MATI !

kalian tau ? sudaa brp tmn yg kalian ambil ? nydr dong mba ! sayaa yg knln kaliaan k mrka ! sayaa yg konekin kaliaan k mrka ! jgn smbrngn ambil !

7 characters for all of u : P.E.N.C.U.R.I ! puas ?!

met puasa :D

buat yg beragama islaam, met puasaa aj yiaa.. haha..! g nyngka udaa bulaan puasaa nui.. keinget wktu masaa keuchild nui.. biasa ny kn kitaa main kembaang api maleem ny.. haha.. jadii pngn main kmbng api kn?? haha. udaa aah.. xpp

hmm.. syng ny ak skrng lagi halangan.. haha..! huhu.. sdihh bgt sumpaa dhe.. haha..

buaat seluruu kluarga ku darii ujungg sanaa k ujung sinii [ lho?? ] met puasaa :D tmen tmen ku skalian yg d fb fs twittrer met puasaa, tmen tmen teka esde esempe met puasa, tmen tmen seperjuangan alias ttngga [ haha ] met puasaa.. darii nenek nenek mpe kakek kakek met puasaa.. semuaa..: MET PUASA..!! :D

sinopsis BFF part.2

Posisi Jan-di semakin tidak menguntungkan setelah tangan dan kakinya dipegang dengan erat oleh tiga siswa. Namun sebelum keadaan bertambah kacau, tiba-tiba muncul Ji-hoo yang dengan santainya malah menanyakan resep panekuk ke Jan-di yang terduduk di lantai dan tidak bisa bergerak. Melihat kehadiran Ji-hoo, tiga orang suruhan Jun-pyo akhirnya kabur setelah melihat sahabat bosnya itu bergeming. Simpati Jan-di terhadap Ji-hoo makin besar, dan secara tidak sengaja ia kembali bertemu pria itu, yang kedapatan sedang mengagumi poster model terkenal sekaligus alumnus Shinhwa bernama Min Seo-hyun, di malam hari. Cobaan bagi Jan-di setelah menerima nota merah dari F4 belum berakhir. Keesokan harinya, ia terkaget-kaget ketika mengetahui kalau digosipkan hamil di luar nikah. Tidak bisa mengendalikan amarahnya lagi, Jan-di langsung mendatangi Jun-pyo. Senyum kemenangan pria itu langsung berubah saat melihat Jan-di mengambil kuda-kuda…dan tiba-tiba menendangnya hingga terjatuh dengan jurus tendangan memutar.

Bukannya marah, Jun-pyo malah tersenyum dan dengan cepat mengambil kesimpulan (yang salah) bahwa Jan-di menaruh hati padanya. Sebaliknya, kejadian itu malah membuat Jan-di ketakutan kalau dirinya bakal dikerjai lebih berat lagi. Mengendap-ngendap saat hendak masuk ke sekolah, mendadak ia dikejar dan ditangkap oleh sekumpulan pria berpakaian parlente. Di dalam sebuah rumah mewah, Jan-di didandani habis-habisan dan setelah selesai, digiring ke dalam satu ruangan. Bisa dibayangkan bagaimana kagetnya Jan-di saat tahu siapa dalang semuanya : Jun-pyo. Dengan gayanya yang arogan, Jun-pyo mengatakan bisa memberikan Jan-di kemewahan bila bersedia menjadi kekasihnya. Dapat ditebak, Jan-di langsung sakit hati, langsung melepas semua pemberian Jun-pyo, dan pergi. Sempat bertemu Ji-hoo di perjalanan pulang, belakangan Jan-di baru tahu dari dua personil F4 yang lain (So Yi-jung dan Song Woo-bin) bahwa sang model terkenal Min Seo-hyun adalah wanita yang dicintai pria tersebut. Bisa ditebak, Jan-di yang sudah terlanjur menyukai Ji-hoo langsung patah hati dan yang menjadi sasaran kemarahan adalah Jun-pyo yang semula berusaha menghibur. Dasar nasib, Jan-di yang sedang bersama sahabat karibnya Chu Ga-eul kembali berpapasan dengan Jun-pyo di sebuah perairan (meski awalnya gadis itu tidak ikut berlibur bersama teman-teman sekelasnya). Tidak memperdulikan pria yang membuatnya sebal, Jan-di tidak bisa menolak saat Ji-hoo muncul dan menawarkannya untuk datang ke pesta penyambutan kembalinya Seo-hyun.

Apes bagi Jan-di, ia dibohongi oleh tiga teman sekelasnya Ginger-Sunny-Miranda (yang merupakan fans berat Jun-pyo) dan muncul di pesta dengan kostum Wonder Woman. Seolah belum cukup, ia juga dipermalukan disana oleh ketiganya.

Melihat kejadian tersebut, Jun-pyo berniat untuk menolong Jan-di. Namun, ia kalah cepat dengan Ji-hoo dan Seo-hyun, yang dengan tatapan dingin memarahi Ginger-Sunny-Miranda. Tidak cuma itu, ia juga meminta Ji-hoo untuk mengantar Jan-di kekamarnya.